Dear babies
Boy have we been through a lot in our short time together. I want to try to write to you a couple times a week maybe one day you will read these or maybe not but that will be years don the line. For now I'm going to be truthful.
I found out I was pregnant and was surprise happy and sad. I was kicked out by your father, we had been broken up for a week. I spent some times at friends houses and spent some time with my brother then got I to a great housing program for single women, I blew it and got kicked out I had to turn my life around. On January 23rd 2014 I did just that. I checked myself into a 28 day rehab program and have been clean and sober for 37 days and feel great. Yes I was very selfish and irresponsible in the first weeks of my pregnancy there is no excuse for it so I won't begin to make any.
Today I'm in a great program living soberly free with lots of nice people to help us. Your doctor is so sweet, my therapist is amazing and I just pray that you both will be okay if not I don't know what I'll do with myself.
I love you both I have from day one.
Mommy
